lonely

feeling lonely.. that's all.

Its been a while since I've posted anything.

But clearly, I don't really know what to write here? Cuz it doesn't matter how I feel. Am I the only one who thinks like that? I just want to be happy. And if someone see this I might be. But noone does. I'm so pissed with myself right now. argggg!!

soft-er side

today i was soften again..

thanks P?

Everybody must get stoned

A new plan to legalize marijuana in California would create a $1 billion tokin' tax and thousands of green jobs. Now that's a stimulus plan! Can Californians help dig themselves out of their historic fiscal crisis by getting high? Tom Ammiano thinks so, and he isn't smoking a thing.

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sad for me? no thanks

its like going totally emo for me, which of course you people of the world cannot do for me. So oh no, i do not need your sympathy for my miserable life. Some think you don't have a life like that, but they are not me and how do you know that my life isn't shitty enough? so go fuck your self in the ass, I'm still the same.

This picture is the shit!

Carry on with your life and i will stay here until you come back. is what it is saying... ONE. haha, I have copy and edited this one for so many websites and blogs i don't even remember and everytime I look at it , i get nostalgic and fucked... it is so stunning, and i am talking about this picture, yes, one to the right of this text. its mine.

ok... read the previous post to this. That song's the shit.

Tire Swing

I took the Polaroid down in my room
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
It's not as if I don't like you
It just makes me sad whenever I see it
'cause I like to be gone most of the time
And you like to be home most of the time
If I stay in one place I lose my mind
I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
I had a dream that I had to drive to Madison
To deliver a painting for some silly reason
I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
Gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
The sound of our voices made us forget everything
That had ever hurt our feelings

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
wouldn't be offended

Now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours
That's hardly time to take a shower
Hug my family and take your picture off the wall
Check my email write a song and make a few phone calls Before it's time to leave again
I've got one hand on the steering wheel
One waving out the window
If I'm a spinster for the rest of my life
My arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended.